How good are you at receiving;
- True Love
- Your Creative Potential?
Do you want to feel rewarded and fulfilled, instead of leaking energy?
Do you want to discover how to make far less mistakes?
Do you want to be able have a clear connection with your Higher Self/ your instinctual wisdom?
Do you need help to start loving and appreciating yourself?
Hi, I am Grada… welcome to my world! I survived being hit by a truck and I believe you could do it too. Read my story to see how I can help you.
“I need a break!” I would mutter to myself.
Have you ever said that? I suggest that you stop saying it…
I used to only have one gear and that was top gear.
With 6 children, acres of gardens and a thriving natural therapy business, there wasn’t much time to stop and smell the roses.
What I really longed for wasn’t a break of course.
I was living a meaningful life. I had everything I wished for; a great soulmate, 6 wonderful children and work that I felt passionate about.
Yet I struggled with self-worth. I never felt good enough. I fretted about my kids and I was fearful of death. Can you relate to that?
Pete and I were both born and bred into a Christian Sect, called the Truth Church or the nameless cult.
This Church dictated how we processed our reality, through very restricted lenses.
It was a bit like walking a tight rope. One misstep and I was a goner…forever.
In hindsight it’s easy to see my entire life was overshadowed by guilt and shame.
Brene Brown: when the culture of any organization mandates that it is more important to protect the reputation of a system and the beliefs of those in it, than it is to protect the basic human dignity of the individuals who serve that system, you can be certain that shame is systematic.
Today I can see that I wasn’t really asking for a break….
What I needed was to BREAK FREE, to have a real BREAK THROUGH experience.
If only I had taken the time to figure it out I might have saved myself enormous amounts of pain and suffering.
Because the Universe heard me and gave me what I had asked for.
This is how I got my wish…..
It was a typical Friday afternoon, the 6th January 2006 in Forth, a sleepy village on the NW coast of Tasmania.
Not many people were out and about, everyone was in holiday mode from Christmas and the new year, except for the Robertsons.
We had enlisted the help of our 6 kids, ranging from 12 to 25, to help demolish part of the Old Post Office with the intention of creating a new clinic.
So there I was, all dusty and sweaty from taking trailer loads of debris to the tip, ready to go home to have a shower.
As I walked to the car I could never have dreamt my life would turn upside down and inside out a split second later.
I opened the door and had one foot in the car, when suddenly I was struck down by an explosion in my back.
It all happened so fast.
I heard my passengers screaming in the car, felt the door being wrenched from my hands, a white-hot flash of pain surging through my body and suddenly I was floating above the scene.
I noticed a potato truck heading up the hill, as if nothing had happened. In slow motion, my body crumpled onto the hot tarmac.
I saw Joh, my eldest son running towards the scene and screaming: Oh Shit! Its mum!
Then I am off in my own space. Everything seems lighter, clearer.
All anxious thoughts leave my mind, as time and space come to a halt.
Then I realize something: there is no fear or pain here, only light and stillness.
In that moment, I am shown that nothing that ever happens is out of place.
There is perfect order. Even wars and famines make sense here.
Everything I have ever striven for; beauty, love, freedom have always been there and will always be there. It’s the only constant.
I am so happy! This state of heightened awareness permeates and saturates every atom of my being as I feel connected to the universe.
For the first time in my life, I feel totally loved and at peace with the Divine.
It is time to let go! I hear a voice
I am looking forward to seeing my mum, who had died only 16 months earlier, when suddenly I remember my children!
I can’t leave them!
I didn’t even realise I had made a choice, but I am now back in my body.
My eyeballs are stuck in the back of my skull, and it feels as if my backside has been shoved to the front with my stomach in my throat.
My whole body has been rearranged and I simply couldn’t believe how I didn’t pass out from the pain.
I am not the fainting type obviously.
I had read somewhere that we can endure 48 fractures before we faint so I figured that I hadn’t quite reached that number, but I certainly got my Break!
That night I said goodbye to Peter, the kids and everything I held dear. My injuries were so bad that nobody in Tasmania wanted to touch me, I had to be flown to Melbourne.
As soon as everyone left, I went unconscious.
I had to be resuscitated several times during the night from massive blood loss, but I was out to it.
I woke up just in time to be flown to Melbourne.
Death would have been the easiest choice.
Have you ever been with somebody who is so ill or smashed up, that you secretly hope they just die?
I am sure many people around me felt like that.
I had a list of injuries a mile long including a broken neck, fractured T5 to T10, L2 to L4, a pulverized sacrum, while my pelvic region had exploded, liver laceration, broken ribs and a closed head injury.
If I survived, it was pronounced I may not be able to walk again and I would be incontinent for the rest of my life, requiring catheters and a colostomy bag.
In amongst the chaos and excruciating pain, I started to get very clear on one thing: Death was nothing to be afraid of!
It is life that gets messy and ugly, not death!
With the fear of death out of the way, I felt I was able to take charge of my own destiny.
At that moment I discovered that there is a freedom that ONLY YOU can give to yourself.
This is the most important freedom of all.
It is a freedom to live life on your terms can’t be taken away from you by an outside force.
This freedom is not something you have to acquire. It is something already inside you, waiting patiently for you to discover it, release it and to use this liberating energy to become whole and empowered.
I had been cracked right open by the impact of the truck and dropped right into this reservoir of positive energy.
And so, instead of seeing myself as an invalid with my outside life completely shattered, I decided I would go inward and dive as deep as I could go.
For the first time in 3 decades I had no dishes to wash, no mountains of laundry to tend to, no meals to cook, no clients to see, nobody to take care of. I didn’t have to lift a finger.
All I had to do was make sure I survived my injuries.
I just had to make sure I kept breathing, one painful breath at a time, and never quit!
I pretended my hospital room was a sanctuary, where unlike my old church meetings, I had the freedom to be completely myself.
Now that my normal routine was interrupted and I couldn’t go to church meetings 4 times per week or read my Bible, I suddenly felt very close to infinite Source.
I also became aware of the presence of my guardian angels very often.
I visualised them sitting around my bedside in between my visitors. I never felt alone.
The more pain I had, the closer they wrapped their energy around me.
I felt cherished and looked after.
My newfound connection to my true essence really paid off: Within 10 days I was out of ICU, and the neck collar was removed because my neck fracture had healed.
My liver stopped bleeding by itself.
All the skin on my back was as new as a baby.
My broken ribs never caused me any pain.
I sailed through the operations with flying colours.
I took the colostomy bag in my stride. I only had one goal: I wanted to be home with my kids, so I begged and pleaded till I arrived home strapped to a hospital bed 8 weeks later.
From the outside looking in, coming home so soon was a huge milestone and a victory in my recovery.
However, on the inside, I began to lose my newfound freedom.
I began to shrink and lose my vision of the infinite potential of healing and transformation.
Instead, here I was, a 44 year old woman who had to depend on her husband and children for almost everything.
They had to help me into the wheelchair, empty my catheters and wash and feed me. Where was the freedom in that?
I didn’t feel any pride in recovering at top speed because my old conditioning of shame and guilt was creeping back in.
Things weren’t happening fast enough for me, so I started to bully my body.
Once I realized I could walk, 12 weeks after the accident I became unstoppable, ignoring the pain and cries of my body.
I resumed my work as a healer 5 months after being declared paralysed for life.
I slotted back into being the helicopter mum and returned to take an active part in our Church.
Not long after that, my diary was filled with clients which helped to turn our finances around.
Somewhere in the midst of all this, my bladder and bowels healed. I didn’t need catheters and my colostomy was reversed.
My body did all this on its own accord, while I had been flogging myself.
But while I regained more and more freedom on the outside, my inner peace was eroding just as fast.
The Near-Death experience which had left me profoundly altered was locked away in my heart.
It wasn’t something I could share with my fellow church members. I felt ashamed of it because it went against my conditioning.
My children were drifting away (which is totally normal of course, but I didn’t see it like that at the time).
My old life didn’t work for me anymore, but I desperately tried so hard to fit back in.
I was a slow learner. Have you ever heard of the expression: feather brick truck?
The universe tickles us with a feather to get our attention.
When we ignore it, we might need a brick through our window.
Finally we might need to get hit by a truck.
And if that doesn’t work, we need to lose our minds for a bit.
In 2008 the wheels came off the cart big time and I was admitted into a psychiatric hospital with acute panic disorder and a range of other things.
My mind was broken.
Have you ever experienced a serious breakdown like this? Or come adrift at the seams?
My mind/body/soul simply wouldn’t obey my orders any longer.
Nothing made any sense, and I became psychotic.
When I was discharged from the psychiatric ward 8 weeks later, I felt that I had moved sideways, not forward.
We started to look for real answers to speed up my recovery and that is how we ended up studying metabolic science in the Biomedx lab in Chicago.
We discovered how the trauma of the accident had impaired my cells from making energy and the way I lived had simply been unsustainable.
I started taking specific supplements that corrected the imbalances, and before long, my car was driving on all four wheels again.
Peter also discovered what triggered his life threatening allergies to certain proteins and by taking specific supplements, his problems simply vanished within a couple of months.
We returned with newfound science based knowledge that we integrated into our clinic.
The Biomedx sessions have altered the lives of thousands of people locally and beyond, you can read many testimonials here.
There is great freedom in knowing how to restore vital energy flow inside your body so you can not only heal your body, but your mind and your relationships as well.
In 2017 we left the Secret Sect alias Truth Church and my only regret is that we hadn’t done it earlier.
If I can survive growing up in a cult, being hit by a truck, experiencing a NDE, walking after being pronounced paralyzed, and overcoming mental illness, so can you.
Your truck might be different to mine.
Your truck might be bankruptcy, betrayal, abuse, a cancer scare, the loss of a dream or a dear one, or an accident.
I am here to tell you that you can make a comeback from the curve-balls life throws at you!
Remember that you are plugged into the Universe, which is the Source of Infinite Potential for healing all areas of your life.
You may need to learn to open the flow, and that is what I can show you.
I am also here to tell you to stop worrying about dying.
There is really no such thing as death.
On the conclusion of your life, you return home to yourself, and to thousands of loved ones who are waiting to celebrate your return.
If you commit to loving yourself unconditionally your transition from this world to the next will be a lot easier!
There will be no surprises at the end.
True healing comes from loving yourself for who you are, not in spite of who you are, and true freedom comes from BEING YOURSELF.
If you desire to break through your limiting ideas, connect with your inner presence so you never run out of energy or ideas and get extraordinary results, come and see if we can work together.
Don’t be a slow learner like me!
- True freedom is being able to think productively
- True healing comes from loving yourself for who you are not in spite of who you are,
- True peace of mind comes from trusting in your body/mind/spirit, all parts of you need to have open and free communication
- True riches and money flow as a result of receiving accurate, clear guidance from your higher self and from being hooked up to the Divine
I can help you achieve all of that so you become unstoppable.
I know what it takes to be ‘supernatural’ and can help you tap into your ‘spiritual superpowers’ so you feel radiant, confident and successful.
So book in for a diagnostic session today or take a look at my programs.
Even if you have lost touch with your desires and dreams, I can help you awaken them.
Book now, if you want to lead a fulfilling, healthy and passionate life where you are able to BE SEEN and BE HEARD so you have a BIGGER IMPACT in your community.
I work with purpose driven clients who:
- Feel that there is something greater just outside their reach.
- Love to make a difference in their community.
- Take accountability for their own successes and failures.
- Who are willing to ask for help, dig deep and commit to action when its required.
If this sounds like you, come and work with me.
PS: I have mastered the ability to transform even the most sceptical minds amongst us. You don’t need to ‘believe’ in anything or have an accurate understanding of how I work, for massive shifts to happen in your business and personal life.
PS: if you have time to read more, here are some fun facts about me:
- I used to love reading mystery and historical novels. Today, I love researching anything to do with our awakening process and mysticism.
- I can never get enough of silence (after six noisy kids), yet I am addicted to listening to my client’s stories.
- I am fascinated by death, life and what makes human beings tick.
- There is no subject that is ‘off limits’ with me but since my NDE I can’t do small talk very well.
- I love being out in Nature and feel blessed to live in Tasmania.
- I have highly developed clear-sentient skills. That means that as soon as you connect with me, I can spot your issues and where they are held in your body or energetic field. When we work together, and you feel really stuck, I can be your ‘laser’ coach which means that I can shine a light into your darkness/confusion/blind spot (we all have them!). This saves you a lot of time and money and you can then move onto more exciting things!